2day

haizzzzzzzz.....
i m so sad today..
mum soal me again n again,,
i jus slp early a bit ny marr
y lik tat aso nid to suspect me oo??
haizz..
dunwan to say anythg dy
anw afta online
im so hapi..
hahahaha

bad attitude

hi..long time din update my blog dy...
muahahah..
finally holiday lurr..
bt is da same 4 me la..
haha...still gaming no study...
even study aso jus last 4 an hour...
duno y da thg i try to memories...alw gone wen i do ques..
izzit i reali canot study??
i duno oo....
nagging thg cum agian....haiz...
y my "lao mao bing" alw around wan..
y until now i still canot change wan..
las time dy warn by sum1...
scoldin my bad attitude...i say i will change...
bt las,,,i still da same..
izzit sum1 attitude n sikap canoot change???
who knw???
reali hate myslf le leeeeeee....
y i m suc type of ppl..i reali hate a lot...
omg..nagging starting...
i hav to stop myslf le la....
recently i get sick...i ny realise ther a lot of ppl siak me n care me wan..
y i alw blaming tat no1 care me???
i m stupid izzit..o i jus shen zai fu zong bu zhi fu ba....
mayb both of it ...
tat time i jus lost one of my close frend ...reali feel guilty 4 wat i m doin
misunderstanding ..all bcos myslf thk too muc..
made an angel of mine fly away...
i m quite sad bout it...
anw...i m so lucky..i get another best frend tat cud listen to me n accompany me...
bt then i reali scared da same thg happen again..
being scared of mine nagging...my blaming n everythg...
i try not to do tat again..
bt wen i m sad n unhapi, my bad attitude cum again..
tat make myslf irritated suntimes...
i reali hope reali gt sumone can stand all my bad attitude..
listen to me...n alw stand on my side..
bt i thk is imposible..
even i get a bf aso,i canot wish tat wud happen
bt i canot wish tat..every1 is different ,
n no1 born to jao who n take care who ...
tat wish wun fullfilled
all i can do is just to change myslf..not to nagging
jus reali hope can kick away da attitude as soon as posible..
haiz..
tat all 4 2 day...
hope everythg will b fine..
wish myslf hapi every day..
n all of my frend..god bless u all..
n reali thanks u all care me so much..
love ta

im sick

im sick...
sick reali badly...
haiz..
fever,sore throat,coughing,heanache,gastric...
lolz..sound lik symptoms of h1n1..
damn sked..
haiz..
wad to do..still rest at home doin ntg..
alw feel slpy..
jus wana slp all da time...
at nite..
canot slp pulak..
haiz
fannya....
arkk
hope myslf will recover as soon as posible...
haiz