haha

"i m beck...
holiday-ing...
but today is da last day of my holiday...
so sad..
i doin nothing in my holiday oo...
anw...during holiday ..
i gt go beck kemamn 4 1 day..
yam cahr..wif my primary frend...every1 aso change dy..
kemaman aso change a lot since i move to kuantan in da period of 6 year..
den yest..my bes frend lily finaly date me..
haha..she still so por...
i bought her a mango de t shirt...
haha....
den i spent almost 5o..
bt i jus get a ring haha..
wan c???"

haiz

wah...such a long time din update my blog dy..
even now is holiday larr..
recently addicted to facebook dy..
everytime online aso straight away click in facebook..
than to pet society..so addicted..
my holiday jus accompany wif my facebook..
chi sin dy...
everyday..online,slp,tv ,slp
one day 24 hour ,i use 12 hour on sleeping..
so useless n meaningless n sien de life..
try to open book la,bt then still no heart wan study ..
aso duno myslf wan wat de...
evry nite get nite mare..
dun reali slp dao..
alw feel tired..haiz..
jus lik a old lady...

sick

haiz..sick sick sick again..
jus ny recover 4 1 week..
2day..sick again n again..
even worst...
vomt n gastric..
pain lik hell..
immediate lost weight until 51..
can c how sick m i..haiz
i reather b healthy...
reali hope can recover soon

2day

haizzzzzzzz.....
i m so sad today..
mum soal me again n again,,
i jus slp early a bit ny marr
y lik tat aso nid to suspect me oo??
haizz..
dunwan to say anythg dy
anw afta online
im so hapi..
hahahaha

bad attitude

hi..long time din update my blog dy...
muahahah..
finally holiday lurr..
bt is da same 4 me la..
haha...still gaming no study...
even study aso jus last 4 an hour...
duno y da thg i try to memories...alw gone wen i do ques..
izzit i reali canot study??
i duno oo....
nagging thg cum agian....haiz...
y my "lao mao bing" alw around wan..
y until now i still canot change wan..
las time dy warn by sum1...
scoldin my bad attitude...i say i will change...
bt las,,,i still da same..
izzit sum1 attitude n sikap canoot change???
who knw???
reali hate myslf le leeeeeee....
y i m suc type of ppl..i reali hate a lot...
omg..nagging starting...
i hav to stop myslf le la....
recently i get sick...i ny realise ther a lot of ppl siak me n care me wan..
y i alw blaming tat no1 care me???
i m stupid izzit..o i jus shen zai fu zong bu zhi fu ba....
mayb both of it ...
tat time i jus lost one of my close frend ...reali feel guilty 4 wat i m doin
misunderstanding ..all bcos myslf thk too muc..
made an angel of mine fly away...
i m quite sad bout it...
anw...i m so lucky..i get another best frend tat cud listen to me n accompany me...
bt then i reali scared da same thg happen again..
being scared of mine nagging...my blaming n everythg...
i try not to do tat again..
bt wen i m sad n unhapi, my bad attitude cum again..
tat make myslf irritated suntimes...
i reali hope reali gt sumone can stand all my bad attitude..
listen to me...n alw stand on my side..
bt i thk is imposible..
even i get a bf aso,i canot wish tat wud happen
bt i canot wish tat..every1 is different ,
n no1 born to jao who n take care who ...
tat wish wun fullfilled
all i can do is just to change myslf..not to nagging
jus reali hope can kick away da attitude as soon as posible..
haiz..
tat all 4 2 day...
hope everythg will b fine..
wish myslf hapi every day..
n all of my frend..god bless u all..
n reali thanks u all care me so much..
love ta

im sick

im sick...
sick reali badly...
haiz..
fever,sore throat,coughing,heanache,gastric...
lolz..sound lik symptoms of h1n1..
damn sked..
haiz..
wad to do..still rest at home doin ntg..
alw feel slpy..
jus wana slp all da time...
at nite..
canot slp pulak..
haiz
fannya....
arkk
hope myslf will recover as soon as posible...
haiz

ignore

the worst feeling is being 4gotten by sum1 u love..
bt da terrible is being ignore by sum1 u love so much...
dun even treat u as a frend n dun even greet u o wat..
u r transparent infront of da one u love..
how it is feel????
who knows bout it???
anw..
ppl dy treat u lik dat,wat can u do??
jus let go,n 4get bout it..
jus act u never knew tis person,it will b happier...
somehow,ppl is 犯贱 wan...
still will do anythg 4 da one they love..
izzit it worth??
however,love is lik dat..
no1 can avoid it from being hurt ...
so.....
wat else can we do???
nothing..
jus let it go ba....