wher my soul goin??im searching

when u try to do thing beta...
bt seems everythg is worst....
wat can u do next....
now i mad for everythg.....bt actually wat i mad of??i dunno...
jus feel myslf like i canot do evrythg welll...
the mos thg i dam sam is my bf..
i dunno how he thk dy.
i aso dunno wat m i thking dy....
try to b gud,bt then i m fail.....
totally fail...im failure???
i reli spechless...moodless....i jus left my body..n dunno wher my soul goin dy...
mayb it jus broken..
bcum pieces dy.....
haiz...